Friday, January 17, 2014

Harry Potter.

I do believe I may try and watch all the Harry Potter movies this weekend in 24 hours....

Emmy

So today my little sister was yelling at me...which was funny. She told me I didn't love anyone not one but my boyfriend (while that's true it is also wrong)...I told her she was wrong. I said that I loved everyone in this family. No matter what. I try not to be rude or get angry with them I try so hard to be better to them. I almost gave her a hug...would have if she hadn't been in timeout....

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Sooo

It's been a semi long week.....I am tired. I just want to see my boyfriend...my home doesn't feel like a home but a house I live in....I don't like being home, I love being anywhere but here.

School is ok, like only one class right now and will only like one class.......

Monday, January 13, 2014

School and Dexter

Soooo, at this point in time I have grown weary of this one tv show...Dexter...I used to like it but then..my dad has watched the entire thing, well what they have on Netflix like 5 times. Now my sister is watching it!!!!




I hate most of my 4 classes already I can't deal with stupid ass people who think they are all that...I can't stand people like that. So I hate 3 of my classes because of them.. But I am liking my 3rd block class...

Tumblr

So I am Tumblr next all of the time and I come across these thing, which they have usually about 100 questions on each one I see. You go to the person who reblogged and put them into their ask box, only problem with me is I never get any!!! So I am highly bored, I copied one and now I am going to answer them because I have nothing better to do.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
 I think so, I can't remember who told me, it was either my sister or my mom so I believe so.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
Yes I would.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
I can't remember but maybe the 1st of January 
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
Yes.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
No.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Nope.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
Penguin pj bottoms and a black tank top.
8. How often do you listen to music?
Everyday
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
Jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
No not really....but then it did.
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
Honestly depends on who I am around..
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’?
No
13. What about ‘R’?
No
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
Nope
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
I don't care anymore.
16. Are you going out of town soon?
No..
17. When was the last time you cried?
A few days ago.
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
Outside of my family no....
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
No
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
Yes.
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
Not being able to see my boyfriend a lot I guess..
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yes it would be cute..hasn't happened yet though.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
No because I just talked to my sister..that'd be gross
24. What are you sitting on right now?
A couch
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
Nope...
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
*looks at long list of hot famous guys* yes...
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
My boyfriend
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
Sort of.
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
Walmart I think...
30. Does anyone hate you?
Most likely
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
Nope
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
I don't watch them, never saw the point.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
No
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
6th grade.
35. Did you have a dream last night?
Most likely
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
Erm, sometime yesterday...
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
At the very least engaged at least. I mean I am just 17.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Well I am in a relationship so I would hope so.

39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
I don't know
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
No
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
Yes
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
Yes. 
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
No
44. What’s the best part about school?
Seeing friends,my boyfriend, learning
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
Yes
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
I have
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
Yes
48. Were you single over the last summer?
Yes. 
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
No its not. It is so much better. 
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
I don't know.
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
Nope. 
52. Are you nice to everyone?
I try to be.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
No
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Yes. 
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
Yes.
56. Do you think you like someone?
Yes, I am currently dating him.
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
No
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
Guys...but since I moved to Georgia most of my friends are girls. 
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
Erm...I have no idea. 
60. Do you hate anyone?
Yea I probably do. 
61. How’s your heart?
My heart is meh. 
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
Yes, what I have gone through.
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
John Barrowman....when I found out that he was not only gay but taken..I mean have you seen that man?????
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
I don't know.
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
No.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
If it is not my boyfriend, yes.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
I don't know? Honestly if he cries I'll be there to comfort him and help in any way I can. I don't want to see him upset. I don't like it when people in general cry because I don't know what to do. So I'll do the one thing I can do, and give him a hug and let him cry.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
Yes, omg yes....I was bringing in grocries and my shorts I was wearing started falling down but I couldn't pull them up because my hands were full and right before I got into my house they fell down.
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
 My boyfriend...
70. How do you look right now?
Like crap.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
Yes, a few people.
72. Can you commit to one person?
Yes I can and I am doing so.
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
Yes.
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
Yes. That is usually because I was replaced.
75. Did you wake up cranky?
No, I become cranky when I have to deal with certain people.
76. Are you a jealous person?
I can be but who isn't?
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
Yes. 
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
'the thing', and a few others.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? ;
Yes, my boyfriend.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
Go to bed on time..or try too.
81. Last person you cried in front of?
I can't even remember.
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Yes.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
Yes. In a way, I do believe so.
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
Either watching Doctor Who (got to get him caught up) or talking, or sitting in silence.
85. Are you over your past?
I am slowly getting there.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
Yes. Our mothers tried to get us to date.
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
Yes there is.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
I have no idea how to answer this because I am now in my first relationship. But I don't know if I would....
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
Yes I would. No hesitation.
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
No
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
Yes I hope so
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
Yes I do.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
No I haven't. I didn't get my first kiss until like late October early November of last year to my boyfriend whose name doesn't even start with an M.
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
Seeing as though its January now, yes, I believe it is going well. Last January no I wasn't.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
I didn't know him last March.
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
I find him attractive..So yes.
97. Who do you have texts from?
My boyfriend, my older sister, my mom, and a friend of mine.
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Well.....we are dating so I would be upset like highly upset.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
My boyfriend. He is older than me by like 4 months.
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? 
No one
101. Ever kissed under fireworks? 
No
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
 Yes.

Deep...

I have realized that the past is the past. That our past defines us today. Its our past experiences that cause us to be who we are today. If we dwell in the past then we can't really live in the present. But I am letting go and finally enjoying the life I have right now. I am truly happy where I am at now. I'm glad that I left my hone time.

I am truly happy. I haven't been this happy in forever, and have it be real.

School

First day back to school from break. Not really looking toward to this and yet I am at the same time!!!!! Already know my classes buuuuuut I'm antsy.....

Saturday, January 11, 2014

Movie Marathon

So last night both myself and my sister attempt to watch all 8 Harry Potter movies in 24 hours. We got through 3 and part of the 4th. So it was a no go this time around!! But I shall attempt to do it another day because I am still very very tired.

Probably next weekend because sadly I go back to school on Monday!! As much as I am not looking forward to that I am, I get to see my boyfriend!

On ward to the next one

It is now 5:24 am and I am now moving onto Harry Potter and the Triwizard Tournament. My sister has fallen asleep on me but that is ok because she needs her sleep so I must continue on with out her.

Old Voldy comes back. He kills people. Harry sadly gets involved (just one year I bet he hoped he didn't have to face these issues). Hermione goes to the dance with Krum. Ron gets jealous. Sirius is well...a dog? The caretaker is killed. Wormtail owes his life to Harry.....

Oh then Cedric dies and then turns into a sparkling vampire who feeds off of animals....

Oh yea and FUCKING DAVID TENNANT!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHO DIES AND BECOMES THE FREAKING DOCTOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

More Harry Potter

Out of all the characters that show up in the Harry Potter series there is one that is by far comes from Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. He is Remus Lupin. He really is the first person to really tell Harry anything about his parents. Plus I find Remus freaking adorable!!! He is also a werewolf too. I love just about every character in the series but Lupin is on top with Luna coming in close at second.

Out for a walk...

So I was out walking with my older sister and as we were walking I saw these birds. So me being me I stopped and took a picture. She laughed, called me weird, and kept walking. I found it funny.

Very Potter Mood

I am in a very Harry Potter mood. My younger cousin looks a lot like Emma Watson, especially at the beginning of the movies for Harry Potter.

There is a scene in Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets that just sends chills down my spine when I watch the movie. It is just wow...Daniel Radcliffe(sp?) is such an amazing actor to come up with that on the spot....Harry also caused Dobby's slight issue with not ever having matched socks when you think about it. Dobby is one bad ass house elf who I will always miss. I just am wondering where Dobby heard such great things about Harry Potter?? I mean he worked for the Malfoys.....

Fun Fact: The guy that plays Draco Malfoy's father also did a voice in Avatar: The Last Airbender.

It is 3:13 am and we are now on The Prisoner of Azkaban.

Friday, January 10, 2014

Harry Potter Moviethon

Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets...both the book and movie creep me out. But over all the movie hit some of the main parts that are in the book.

Fun Fact: Harry's wand was replaced. By that I mean it was redesigned.

Fun Fact: The cast is almost entirely British.

Movie Marathon

Currently attempting to see if you can indeed watch all 8 Harry Potter movies in 24 hours. Started at about 9:30 last night, it is currently 2:13 am and we (my older sister and I) are currently on the second one....

Really REALLY glad I got all the Harry Potter movies for a Christmas presents 2 years ago!!